wronged.

I shouldn’t be washing my dirty linen in public.
I love my family alot,
Though i’m an asshole most of the times,
I just wanna protect them from my heated temper.

If they hardly see me,
I will not have so much conflicts with them.
Maybe there will be more peace at home.
Not because they quarrel with me,
But because i don’t quarrel with them.

Honestly, i’m quite a sensitive freak.
I think too much to many things,
Including the previous post.
Still blindly thinking got hope.

Maybe i’m too money-minded now,
And Orangjuice said im’ still young, and childish,
No need to worry.
Yea.. Must tell myself that money is more important.

I think i’m really childish,
I can’t handle simple problems well.
Today at work, i was filled to the brim,
I almost wanted to burst out but controlled it down.

Running is not an excuse,
But keeping a distance seems to be perfect then.
The matter will never quit,
That’s why running is always tired.

Yet there is no good time to face it.

~ by Kel on May 5, 2009.