Then.

That was then,
If i hadn’t make the decision,
Will things be different today?

Am i given another chance?
Or is it just karma to tell me what i’ve missed?
If Life starts all over again,
Will i still be with you?

Maybe yes,
You showed me Love.
Maybe no,
Was it me or you who broke the promise first?

Who left the picture first?
Or was it incomplete puzzle right from the beginning?
Is it important to know who’s right or wrong?
Or were our hearts playing a trick on us?

I believe what i see,
I trust what i feel,
What’s left behind after bitterness,
Are memories which we can never forget.

If i had held on to the hand that reaches out for me,
Will it be yours i’m holding?
If i had let go of the hand that flicked mine away,
Will i wipe your tears, if i see you cry once more?

Slowly,
The image of you gets blurry.
Then,
I know you are far, far away.

I’m used to living my Life without you,
When i close my eyes, It’s not you i see anymore.
I tried to be near you,
But you walked even further.

Isn’t it better i see you from here,
As long as you’re fine,
Nothing else matters, isn’t it?

I want to move on now, without you

~ by Kel on July 17, 2008.